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The Moon That Breaks by TheHufflebean (SevralShips) 

AO3上，发布于 2019-08-03 完结于2019-11-24 18章节，一共85348字。

这篇文是我心头的白月光，最创新的一点：开篇小天就被小莱咬了，小天成为了与小莱一样的狼人。

我猜这一点可能反而是有些人的雷点，但是我真心喜欢“爱你而成为你”的感觉，更是喜欢两个狼人共同在月下奔跑的设定。这满足我对狼群的好奇，更是抹平了横在小天与小莱之间天堑——纯血巫师面对狼人的优越感。

该文讲述了1977年2月到8月，小天被小莱变成狼人之后，两人互相救赎的故事。在这短短几个月当中，几乎所有人的生活都天翻地覆。小天成为了狼人，背上狼人周期性的疲惫和变形的包袱，被迫接受小莱的自我惩罚以及冷遇，而掠夺者因此剧变而分崩离析，叉子被好友之间“欲言又止”的感情撕扯得筋疲力尽，然而胆小的虫尾巴畏惧小天和小莱两个狼人，又被斯莱特林克劳奇等人的理论吸引，逐渐与掠夺者分崩离析。

但是这些剧变也带来好的方面：其中之一便是莉莉对叉子的感情。当叉子焦头烂额得处理岌岌可危的友情，没时间去骚扰莉莉，聪明的莉莉早就发现了小莱和小天的狼人身份，被叉子对朋友的忠贞而感动，主动与叉子谈心……

其二便是我们的小天使雷古勒斯。

虽然小天已经从家里逃了出去，但是雷古勒斯依旧在乎他的哥哥。尤其在看到小天变成狼人之后被小莱冷落，在一边抽闷烟，他试探地去询问，猜出小天与小莱的狼人身份，我们的小天使就惊呆了。他把曾经读过所有对狼人极为残忍的文字想象到小天身上，他终于意识道：小天狼星一直都是对的，他的过去充满了谎言与偏见，他的世界颠覆了。所以我们小天使雷古勒苏发现小莱被bully的时候，气场十足地出手阻拦；匿名送给小天一本关于狼人变形的书；在父亲面前，替小天撒谎，没有说出他变成狼人的秘密；还有发现彼得倾向克劳奇，站出来蔑视这个懦夫，然后虫尾巴落荒而逃……

本文很大的亮点是随时化用甲壳虫乐队的歌词，并且小天和小莱互相抚慰的时候也循着歌词的调调，伴着音乐听看人之间的互动，真的有一种心跳如鼓的感觉，闭上眼睛，小天与小莱就活生生地出现在眼前。

不完整的歌单如下：

Look Good In Blue - Blondie

Here Comes the Sun - The Beatles

Because - The Beatles

You Never Give Me Your Money - The Beatles

Sun King - The Beatles

Mean Mr Mustard - The Beatles

Polythene Pam - The Beatles

She Came In Through the Bathroom Window - The Beatles

Golden Slumbers - The Beatles

Carry That Weight - The Beatles

……

该文让我最喜欢的还是莱姆斯与小天狼星的性格塑造：

小莱身为狼的强势、固执与身为狼人明显的自我惩罚倾向完美地结合，小天的聪明，忠诚、勇敢、但由于家庭缘故缺乏安全感，愿意为小莱而成为更好的自己。我喜欢看小天与小莱两个人互相救赎，小天如何挽回自我厌弃的莱姆斯，而莱姆斯又如何帮助小天缓解成为狼人的痛苦。

文中一共写了四次满月变形，每一次都是完全不一样的情感碰撞，而我最喜欢的就是第三次：小天成功跟着小莱潜入地窖（小莱自我惩罚，强烈要求在地窖里被捆着变形），两匹狼一起变形。

The black wolf felt it as a reunion, but to the tawny, the black one was new and strange. Half-familiar, half-unknown. And beautiful, all beautiful. 

黑狼觉得他们终于团圆，但是对茶色狼，黑狼的存在是全新而奇怪的体验。他觉得有点熟悉，又有点不熟悉，在它眼中黑狼如此的美丽，如此的完美。

His scent seemed suddenly overpowering, heady and syrupy, and the tawny wanted to sink his teeth into the smell, to lick all over it, to crawl inside of it. He wanted to chase him, to test him, to try him, but he was restrained by cold hardness that rattled loudly, cruel to the ear, when he tried to move too much. Frustrated by his restraints, the tawny wolf began to gnaw at the hard cold and at his paws, craving freedom at any cost. 

黑狼的味道突然间强势地冲入他的鼻息，如此甜美让他沉醉。他想撕裂这气息，从头到尾地舔舐，钻进去，让那气息包裹着他。他想去追逐那个新来的闯入者，考察他，试试他，但是他却被那冰冷坚固的锁链禁锢，那锁链随着他的进一步动作而剧烈的哗啦作响，声音残酷地折磨着他的耳膜。无法挣脱的沮丧促使他开始啃咬着冰冷的锁链和自己的爪子，不惜一切代价渴望自由。

The black wolf didn’t let him. He nipped at his ears and growled and distracted him, letting loose the most captivating howl. The tawny wolf forgot his bonds in the spangled sound of it, and had no choice but to raise his voice, to sing with the black wolf.

黑狼不让他伤害自己。他咬着对方的耳朵，咆哮着，喉间溢出最迷人的狼嚎，分散着对方的注意力。被那仿佛闪闪发光的狼嚎吸引，茶色狼忘记了他的束缚，他别无选择，只得放开喉咙，与黑狼一起吟唱。

尾声：

The black one swerved, a challenge, leaping cleanly over a mossy log, and the tawny followed, mouth open in a panting canine grin. The latter took the former by surprise, strong haunches sending him high as he pounced, tackling the black wolf to the ground, still warm from the long day’s sun.

黑狼突然转向，向对方发起一个挑战，干脆利索地跃过一个长满青苔的圆木，茶色狼随之跃起，张嘴喘息着，露出犬科动物特有的笑容，有力的腰部让他高高跃起，擒抱住吃惊的黑狼，一把把他按在大地上，由于长时间的日照依旧温暖的地面。

The stag was not worried. It was not an attack, but a game. One that did not hold any particular interest for him, but which the two wolves seemed never to tire of. They rolled around in the rustling grass, growling and snapping at each other merrily.

牡鹿一点也不担心，这可不是一次袭击，这是一个游戏。他自己一点兴趣都没有，但是这两只狼却乐此不疲。他们在沙沙作响的草地上来回打滚，咆哮着，开心得互相咬架。

Grown weary of their game for some reason Prongs could not guess, the wolves were scrambling to stand. The tawny’s ears swiveled and his nostrils flared. The black wolf watched him intently,eagerly, anticipation quivering in his sinewy shoulders so that the glossy fur bristled thick. 

出于某种叉子永远猜不到的原因，他们厌倦了他们的游戏。两只狼互相攀扶着站起来。茶色狼的耳朵竖起，鼻孔张开。黑狼热切而渴望地看着他，预感让他发达的肩膀因激动而颤抖，富有光泽的皮毛根根竖起。

The tawny threw his great head back and raised his voice, the eerie modulated sound somehow both mournful and exultant. The black followed suit quickly, their howls harmonizing and weaving around each other as two sets of gold eyes found the moon, round and bone-white overhead.

茶色狼仰起头，放声嚎叫，那变调的可怕的狼嚎声不知怎么的含着（对命运的）哀嚎和（寻得伴侣的）狂喜。黑狼马上跟着嚎叫，他们的狼嚎声完美地杂糅在一起，就像两双的金色眼睛仰望着头顶那轮惨白的圆月。

Had he not been a stag, had he been some creature with the ability to howl his faith in them at the indifferent sky, the sound surely wouldhave shaken the moon itself from the firmament, dashed it to pieces across the heavens, breaking as easily as a china saucer reduced to impotent fragments strewn amidst the stars.

如果他不是一头牡鹿，如果他变成某种可以嚎叫的动物，他会朝那冷漠的苍天吼出他对朋友的忠诚，那声音一定可以把月亮震落苍穹，就像打破瓷盘一样轻易地将月亮震成无力的碎片，撒入群星，滑落天际。

我不能想象出更美好更浪漫的狼人部落爱情，我不能期待更美妙的狼嚎，月光下的追逐与嬉戏是我心中永远的白月光，但是我的渣翻可能已经毁了那种美妙，希望读者们能把这当成一点抛砖引玉，一切美好静待读者去亲自体验和解锁。

……更多惊喜，请大家去AO3找这篇文吧！我知道AO3被墙，我就算给链接大家也点不开，我就给大家一个AO3的镜像网站，大家可以自行打开搜索作者名字或者文章题目。

别想了，镜像网站也废掉了！我现在又耳聋眼瞎上不去AO3了（哭昏在卫生间）